

Ok here goes.....Part oneMy story is a long one,Ok here goes.....Part one
and some of it's difficult to tell.
But it's my story,
and I wish to tell it.
Perhaps this can help me, fill in the gaps of my memory,
perhaps not.
My birth was a simple one,
in Carlsbad, NM. Born to a woman, Amanda,
and a man, Kenneth. Named after a saint.
Middle named picked my my mother.
We were not rich. We were poor ,
by the standards of society. But we had each other, that was all we needed.
We were rich,
by our standards.
We were a family,
a happy one. &nb


A Second ChanceShe was hurt, though the wounds never showed. She was hurt by someone she knew, someone she trusted. She cried and cried, but never told. No one wold have believed her. She vowed to herself, she would never trust again. She would not allow it, such pain in her life. She pushed everyone one away. Kept them at a safe distance. Put up walls, wore masks, became an empty shell. And she was happy, or so she thought. No one could hurt her, if they couldnt reach her,A Second Chance
if they couldnt find the real her. She was cold, bitt


Life and LoveAs these words flow from my lips, I hope they reach your heart. The come straight from mine, they come easily and are true. Life and love, all I ever wished for. I found them both in you. Life, the most wonderful kind. Full of happiness and joy. Love, pure and true. The strongest I have ever felt. I dont know how it happened. I dont care why. You came into my life as a friend, the closest I ever had. You were there when I needed you. There when you didnt have to be. Even at three in the morning. You made me laugh when the day was dark.Life and Love


TimeClock ticks. Time creeps by. Seems to stand still. Nothing different, always the same. Painfully so. Time seems fozen. Nothing moves forward, as though paralized. As though nothing is real. Seems like a dream, unable to wake from it. But not afraid. Peaceful somehow. Like a peaceful night. No dreams, just darkness. Warm, encompassing darkness. Nothing can go wrong, because there is nothing but the darkness. Drifting off into it, like drifting into sleep. Still anchored to the shore, just asleep. And eTime


a tiny flower for youI am but a flower Delicately blowing in the breeze, I have a beautiful smell, And uniquely shaped leaves.a tiny flower for you
I have only a short time, But I;m here just the same, I'm here to please all, Not just one silly dame.
I am a single flower, Growing on my vine, Not quite in full bloom, But I'm young, give me time.
You'll see soon, That I'll be the best, Looks, smells, and all... Better than the rest.
I am small, But still quite a sight, Yet big enough, That you'll find me just right!


every kiss you blow to meWith the kisses you blow to me, You wanna know what I do? I hold them close to my heart, They make me smile when I'm blueevery kiss you blow to me
When I sit and think of you, Time after time, It gets me over-joyed to know, You said you were mine.
When I think about you, It also gets me sad. Cause I haven't seen you, And I miss you so bad.
I know I love you, And that is the main key. And I know you love me, Everytime you blow a kiss to me.
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"And I'm terrified but I'm not leaving
Know that I must must pass this test
So just pull the trigger"
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~I show no mercy for i have none~
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"And I'm terrified but I'm not leaving
Know that I must must pass this test
So just pull the trigger"
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